Tonight was the last straw here at the Brown's residence. I could not take Ron's bullshit anymore. I got home from my night class and all I hear is Ron screaming at my mom telling her that she needs to go see a psychiatrist because she has mental problems... I went off on him and got in his face and I swear to God I was going to hurt the man and end up putting him in a hospital. I was fed up with his childish crap about how he makes all the effort in the relationship and how my mom doesn't love him anymore. STFU! This little bitch had the nerve to criticize my moms plants and how he hates how my mom has plants all over the house. You don't see my mom getting at Ron for all the African/tribal shit we have around the house... she actually cares about what Ron likes... but Ron does not know how to be reasonable and realize that mom actually like gardening. I got so mad that I just ran of the house, slammed the front door, and socked the door. I have gashes on my knuckles for taking out my anger on the front door.
After that I also took out my frustration on the pavment... by running. Running is a great way to get rid of some steam and just focus and think shit out. I ended up running damn near the entire East Side of Union CIty. I came home, took a shower, and left. I could not stay at home that night. So I hit up my boy, Farhad "Atom Bomb" Ahmad. I stayed over his house and came home in the morning.
I can't wait 'til this is all resolved and we are out of Ron's life for good. He is so hard headed when it comes to relationships and how the fuction. He needs to wake up and smell the coffee and realize that it is going to be tuff for him to find a Super Woman like my mother as a partner again. Oh well... his loss and my mom's gain.
This blog is all of a sudden turning into a place where venting is becoming the topic of discussion. I don't want to make these posts so personal but if shit like this keeps occuring, then more venting will flow from my noggin to my fingertips and into this blog. <~~ WTH did i just write?! LOL
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